So, I've been thinking about how big of a deal a change in your life can be. For instance, I am broke. Sadly, this is not the change. The change is that I decided to, you know, fix it. So, now I'm on a really tight budget. And it totally sucks. But then I think, what does this REALLY matter in the long term scheme of things? Think about your parents. Do you know what their life was like when they were 23? Sure, I knew my parents were living in D.C., (I think), and that my dad was going to law school, etc. But what was their life like? What did they do with their friends? Who WERE their friends? And then that makes me think, are all of the things that I freak out about now really going to matter? Also, and mainly, it's very weird to think that everything that's important and concrete in my life right now might not be in ten years. Does that change? When I'm 33, will I feel this way about 43?
Meh. Who knows? I like to live in the here and now. And that now is online swimsuit shopping.
(P.S. Carey, if you read this, I can't find my swimsuit, but there's a a really cute one at Old Navy for $14.50. The real question is, black or blue?)
(P.P.S. This is cute, too.)
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